we’d rather die than do it your way. with our backs to the wall, the darkness will fall, we never quite thought we could lose it all. (+)
Ackles & Collins #02
Dorothy, drawn in PS.
My favorite genre episode character in a long long time.
#this is important okay #i mean face touching #but also look at cas’s other deaths#in 4x22 dean didn’t get to see him after #he was just //gone// #in S5 he watched lucifer snap his fingers #watched cas blow up in a million teeny pieces #and then //come back// #and in S7 #he hovered his hand over cas’s mouth and wondered if angels needed to breathe #he watched cas walk into that lake #and he held onto a coat #because that was all he had left to hold #and at the beginning of this season he didn’t even know what had happened to cas #it was a relief to find out that he was okay #and now he’s finally found him #and there’s nothing #so what starts out as a reassuring hand on cas’s knee and on his shoulder #that turns into trying to jolt cas awake #because he can’t be dead #not again #it’s a natural progression#each time dean is a little more attached #a little more upset #a little more lost when cas is gone #please kill me (via leatherandlightning)
But you are STRONG and I know you won't BREAK. ♛
…what if you were to find out that no one is listening?…
thank god i had enough adopted winchester family feelings to finish this goddamn thing
Come on, come on.
Don’t get me wrong — face touching and brokenly crying someone’s name is fantastic and all, but the way Dean mouths to himself “come on, come on" as Ezekiel is healing Cas — the pure desperation of it — is what will have me sobbing in a corner quietly for the next 100000 years.
#let’s not talk about how desperate dean is#how he’s got this small little family that he’s trying so desperately to save and keep#how just last ep kevin was gonna leave and dean almost lost kevin#and now he lost cas and everything is terrible #he just wants his family to be safe#he just wants the people he loves and cares about to be SAFE AND WELL (deanwinchestersheart)
i can speak to you of memories and dust (x)